Sunday, March 20, 2005
lurving you forever and ever*
tOdAe i wOkE uP...tHe fIrSt tHiNg i tOt oF wAs wHaT aM i gOiNg tO dO fOr tHe rEsT oF mY yEaR..fAiLiNg tEsTs bEcAuSe i cOulDnT cOnCeNtRaTe???hAiZ....nOnOnO...!!!!iM nT bOrN tO bE tHiS wAy...iM bOrN tO bE aMbItIoUs...tO aChIeVe wHaT i wAnT tO gEt...bUt nOw eVeryThInG aBt hIm fIlLeD mY hEaRt...hAiZ...aLl i cAn tHiNk oF iS tO sEe hIm hApPy...hOpE hE wOnT bE mIsErAbLe...wHaT rUbBiSh???wHy aM i lIdAt???wHy cAnT i bE hApPy nO mAtTeR hW hArD i tRiEd tO...i wAnNa bE wItH hIm bUt hE wOnT bE hApPy...i wAn mYsElF tO bE hApPy bUt wIlL i???mY fReNs tReAtEd mE vErY welL...bUt i jUsT cOuLdNt fOrGeT tHe gUy wHoM i uSeD tO lOvE sO mUcH eVeN uNtIl nOw..wHaT can i dO???i wAnNa carrY oN wItH lIfE...bUt i wAnNa rMb hIm...i rEaLlY wAnT tO...sOmEtImEs i hOpE hE cOuLd sEe mY bLoG aNd tElL mE oFf..wHaTeVeR hE fEeLs aBt mE???bUt wHeN wIlL hE sEe aNd tElL mE oFf???wIlL hE rEad mY bLoG?????hAiZ...rEaLlY wAnNa nOe hIs iNnER fEeLiNgS oF tHE iRrItAtInG mE....
i wont look back anymore. it just aint worth my time*