Thursday, March 24, 2005
lurving you forever and ever*
haiz...yesterday in school...was like daydreaming in class the whole day..didnt noe what was going on..it's like my mind was whirling round and round...yesterday we chinese oral during chinese lesson time and not after school..hahas...was like scary because teacher ask us about relationship thingy...after I have finished, me and my frens went over to 3e3's class and saw alot soft toys..man!!!!it looks like a nursery room but very cute..everyone put their names on a card and it says the old and the new...interesting!!!!!!!!now im listening to song...haiz...i dunno why whenever i wanna concentrate...the image of him will appear on my mind....someone tell me what to do...i really wanna let him go...but i also love him alot....i wanna tell him how much i wanna be with him...normal people just think "aiya.....time will heal..."..but no..its not like that...i really really love him alot...i wanna be there for him..i wanna care for him..i wanna tok to him like last time..but seems to him...we have communication problem...we cant tok to each other like the same...i wish he could tok to me once again...i wish we could know each other once again and start all over again as friends like how we used to be...i really want to..but...i really miss him...that time he was at field...i looked at him...but i could no longer catch him...i wanna say hi to him but i couldnt face him...i wanna t0k to him...i really want to.......i really miss you...i really miss the smiles you gave to me when you scare me,when you cheer me up...i really miss those days...like what mr ong says...i could only be ur fren...but i really miss you....haiz...i wanna be by ur side...but i could only stand at a corner and peek at you...i couldnt tok to you anymore...nvm..i try carry on with life instead...
i wont look back anymore. it just aint worth my time*