Sunday, March 06, 2005
lurving you forever and ever*
FLY..
i wanna leave here, the place where my sad memories are...
i wanna soar into the sky and never return here...
i wished to fly with you, although how impossible i noe it is...
i would freedom if i could fly, i would not be upset and disappointed by you...
i love you, but no matter what i do,it is useless...
all i could do is to let you go because it is the only way to make you happy and be free...
i hope one day when i meet you...we would start our life afresh together again..
i hope i can fly to new zealand, then i would not see you, would not miss you,would not think abt you...
i wanna fly away from here, the place which has trapped me for nine months...
since the day we brokeup, i have always been wanting to fly far away from here..
you did not brought misery to me, it's me who brought the misery...everyday i look out the window and i saw your shadow...the shadow which i used to see...
but now a total different shadow of you appeared in front of me..
you were no longer the small little creature who wanted to learn how to fly...now you are spreading your wings, soaring into the sky..forgotten all abt me...and never will turn back to the small creature when i first met...
i hope one day, i could fly into the sky and search for the shadow which i longed to see..the one whom i love so very much...who cared and concerned for me alot...
i do hope one day i could be with you and fly............
i wont look back anymore. it just aint worth my time*