Sunday, February 06, 2005
lurving you forever and ever*
Until now I still miss you,but i wish you all the best....why?Cause I have tot it over....Forcing you to be by my side aint good for both of us....You would be sad...I would be sad cause you are sad.....Although my heart will be sad for letting you go...but as long as you are happy..thats good for me already...I didnt post this to tell everyone...I just wanna express out my feelings....eight months plus...and valentine's day is coming..Im alone.....without you.....perhaps Im used to spending valentine's day alone.....I like you and will only love you in my life....people may say someday my feelings will change...but let me tell you...no......Im sure of who I like and what I want....You may not know how Im feeling right now....or maybe you know.....but I will just continue my life without you....I dont wanna disturb you nor do I want to make you slack....I just wanna see you smile with your teeth.....Then it's the best gift from god.....I may not be able to help you when you are sad..But I can stay by your side whenever you need me..although you are with friends.....I just wanna let you noe...Im always there for you...no matter rain or shine.....:)....Even if you dont know...listen to your heart...and you'll hear my voice....take care always...
i wont look back anymore. it just aint worth my time*