Friday, February 11, 2005
lurving you forever and ever*
dEdIcAtEd rEpLy tO sErI.....
Okayss....thanks for your blog message you have given to me...really appreciate all those advices you gave to me...although I dont really know you but I can say you are a really good friend....as a stranger..:)...
Yeap...I still cant get over someone...but like what you have said...I should get on and move on with my life.....It's not that I didnt try ,it's that I didnt succeed...it's been nine months....all the things I tried to move on with life has failed me...I still like him alot alot...and didnt change at all..I really wanted to move on with my life now...but It seems that my heart and soul dont allow me to do so...I noe I cant be 100% happy for him when I cant be happy for myself...but to me....I really hope to see him happy...even though Im not....Im trying and Im trying still...to forget all the past..but it seems that everything cannot be erased emotionally nor physically.....I ,too am sick of all the relationship tangle in my life but I cant do anything abt it...Im still greatly in love with him....thats why.....
As for friends,not everyone is perfect...so I guess everyone sure will betrayed someone before....for me.....I am not those who didnt betray anyone before....everyone in life sure has betray someone before...I guess..:)....so I think I wont be taking it so seriously....perhaps they didnt know me well enuff I guess...but someday....they will know who I am...what I am...so I think I am not much bothered by this anymore.....:)...hehe....guess you are the only one who said that Im a "GOOD" character girl by seeing the way I write my blog.....:P
i wont look back anymore. it just aint worth my time*