Sunday, January 23, 2005
lurving you forever and ever*
Hmmm...I just dunno why cant steads who have breakup cant be best of friends neh?If can...I wished I could be one of his best friends.....but unfortunately not.....the reason I be his mei is because I cant be with him so I was hoping he could treat me better..but at first....nothing happened....and now...slightly better.....sometimes I really wish he was the one by my side helping me.....but nope....he's busy...no matter how much I wanna be with him doesnt matter now....all I wished is to see him happy and carefree....thats my wish....and if he ever start his life with a new girl....I hope I can be happy for him as I know I was not able to provide him with happiness but instead with stress and tightness...haiz....he gave me a chance yet I didnt appreciate...I really sucks.....but too bad..it's over....even though I wished to be with him for so much,so much....haiz....
i wont look back anymore. it just aint worth my time*